Simply feelings...

This few days, I have a weird feeling and odd thinking..
I don't know why I always get to these kind of feeling in my busy times..

Guess what..I suddenly wish that in a place outside there, there will be someone who will hugging me and holding my hand and tell me, "Anne, don't be afraid. I'm always be with you no matter where."

And I'm not that kind of girl who didn't care of others. So I'll just kiss on his forehead and said, "And I would like to share your joy and tears."

Then, we're just hugging each other for a time and just hugging.. No words, no sounds, we're just hugging each other till nobody can separate us or try to intrude us. We're just keep quiet and listen to the beating of heart. Through there, we know that we'll always be together no matter what.

We can get through all the challenges, tests and so on, and we never afraid of distance.. Because we always believe in each others.

There were no secrets between us, if there were, I think it must have reasons. We'll reveal the secret if the time allow us to do so. There were no argument between us, if there were, I think it must be some little mistakes. At that time, we'll try to understand the mistake and will get to know each other better. There were no sadness happened in our relationship but if there were, I bet it must be a situation that touch us or making us thinking of somethings.

There were only happiness between us as we'll always try to lead our life in happiness and joyful. We play together, we travel together, we eat together, we grasp each other hand, we smile and laugh together, we sharing together, we care each other and we LOVE each other. We're just like to spread our happiness to each corner we step.

What we will do when we're hanging out together?

- Having movies in cinema and feeding ourselves with pop corns. Then I just simply lie on his shoulder.
- Strolling along at the beach by watching the sunset and then hugging each other. At night, we're just lie down on the beach and counting the stars in the sky.
- Having fun in theme park for one whole day. I'm riding rocking horse, magic cup, Roller-coasters and etc. We're just simple get the joy in every activities and games we go for.

- Dancing together wherever we off to and we'll never cared for others thinking. Maybe they just think we're crazy, maybe they think we're street dancer and maybe peoples just think we're different. We won't care so much for it because WE ARE WHO WE ARE.

- Sometimes we're just visiting the unique places or antique places like museum, Science center, Art Gallery and etc., just for fulfill our leisure time and of course a part to refreshing our mind and soul.
- Travelling to countries across the world but with presupposition to have more savings. We'll travel to lots of places to get know the culture and custom of local peoples and we're backpackers. We get knowing the locals and we just have fun with them.

How childish my thinking is it? First, I'm dreaming of there will be one guy outside there are waiting for me and together we make our dreams come true. Secondly, I'm dreamed of what I'm going to do with him when we're dating. This what a little bit fantasy if compared to the reality but I believe there maybe have one guy who were willing to share the joys and tears with me.