I... & ...I

I wish I can stay away from lousiness..

I wish I can stay away from sadness..

I wish I can stay away from heart-breakers..

I wish I can stay away from quarreling..

I wish I can stay away from noisiness..

I wish .. I wish..

But when I wish for these stuffs, would it came true?

Though I've promised to my BFF that I will get my luck back in the upcoming times..
But will my wishes came true?

I told him that I felt myself was going to face with somethings unexpected, something special, something that would make me surprise, something that are going to change my life..

But I don't know whether my feeling will get so real? Though he has had told me that follow my heart and the heart would lead the way..

Maybe sometimes my decisions, my feeling are telling me that what I've done may hurting someone else but it might sometimes will help me to get better..But is it worth for me to do so?  

I don't mean to hurt anyone or anything, but I knew I have had someone really bad. I didn't care for their feeling, their thinking.

I love them and I don't want to hurt them. I love them but I have to leave them. I love them and I have to take my own path without them. So, I have chosen my way and cannot turn back because if I turn back, all the things that I've done will go in vein..

This time I want to follow my instinct. I believe it will lead me to the better road..

I hope the words that he had told me is the right one because he is the only person that I trusted. And I hope he won't think I am a burden for him as I want to become a better person and I need someone to show me the way, lead me to the right path and help me..

Therefore, I wish that we can always stay healthy and live our lives lively and happily..