To Unforgettable Friend

Why I suddenly would thinking of you? Maybe recently some bothering problems once again bothering me. But this time, I just can talk with Him, not you already. I called for a sign from Him, and He gave me a cross on the sky, and then have to ask 'bff' what's that mean, to get the answer. 


If you were here, I think you might give me some advice and useful idea to help me. Of course, sometimes 'bff' also give me a lot of ideas but he's also a busy person. I cannot disturb him too much. Plus, I've seen like have had some misunderstood with him, so cannot talk too much. If you were here, I know you will have ideas to let me and him buried the hatchet. I wish I won't straight forward at that time. Really sorry for what I've said.  >.< 


Such a long time we didn't get connected since the day I left. 


Sometimes when I met with troubles or problems, I wish I can get some advice from you but when I pick up my phones, and getting to call you, I realize that we've been lost in our memory. 


When facing problems, I'll always thinking of you because you are like my big brother who were ready to help. But this time, I found out that I cannot call you up already, when I calling you, you have put down your phone. I know I have to let you go to where's you belong, I know I've to forget you though our memorable day had faded away from your mind. 


I try to forget what you've did for me while I was at HCC. But when I try to do so, the memory fill up my mind. I can also remember she who had teased me, laughing at me and also try to ruin our friendship. Though I'm not on the spot, but my friend heard what she said, "She's a liar. She getting near you is because of your wealthy." When I get to know this, I was in a shock, as you have choose to trust her but not me. This had made me felt heart broken. Our friendship then started to get in vain. And you never knew that I always try to prove that I'm not that kind of girl.


But finally, I give up and choose to leave the college. Do you know? The day I left, I know I've to forget you  and started my new journey. Till now I'm still in process to forget you. When will I can really put you down? I think times will prove it.


Today, I'm writing this blog post in a quite moody emotions. God had let us knowing each other but I don't know how to cherish it. And then He closed it once again. But here, I hope you can continued your life smoothly. I thanked God for let me knew you and you have give me a lot of lessons. And all of them will be useful for me.


Thanks to You, My Unforgettable Friend! It's my pleasure to know you..^,^